Should I talk to this boy when I return to school, if I see him?

I apologize if this seems so long.



Hi, everyone. Theres this thought that Ive had for a while, and I was wondering if someone (or several people) could help me with it. Like the question says, I was wondering if I should talk to this boy that I like when I return to school, but only if I see him again. And along with this question, I have other things to mention and ask.



Well, first of all, the boy I liked was very quiet and didnt interact with my classmates in P.E. often. But there were some times of when we spoke to each other. The boy and I are at the same age, and since we were in the P.E. class, we were also partners most of the time for a certain P.E. activity. But although I liked him, I had usually pretended to ignore him because of my nervousness around him. That was something that I wish I didnt do earlier, and I wish that I talked to him rather than pretend to ignore him.



But although I ignored him, there was a time when he came up to me for something (and that was being partners for a game), and I gladly agreed to it. There also was a time (days later after he asked me to be his partner) where he stood next to me before we went to our next class. Now that was something he didnt usually do; he usually just stands a few feet away from me after P.E. class ends. But during that time, it was if he wanted to tell me something. What do you guys think? But I was confused and surprised that time that I didnt ask him or anything. I just left (which was a pretty bad move) for my next class.



I also attempted to give him a letter that I wrote for him (which was corny, but I wanted to write him a letter), but I failed, and that was during the last day of school (a month ago). And because I failed, I grew distressed and couldnt think clearly for a few days because of it. But I eventually talked it out with one of my parents and got better. Thank goodness.



Now, next month, there will be a school orientation. And since hes at the same age as me, there may be a possibility that I might see him there. Now heres the actual part of the question: If I see him at the orientation, should I talk to him? And somehow apologize for how Ive acted around him? Such as ignoring him? (There mightve been a possibility that he liked me too, but Im not so sure.) Also, what is the best way to approach him if I see him?



Anyway, thanks to whoever took the time to read this.
Hi,



Don